I'm having trouble sorting --no, not the laundry. That's easy.
No, the question is how do I decide what to do next? Where do I spend my time and energy and even money?
Usually, making a list and organizing tasks or ideas or possibilities into categories helps me sort and determine my priorities, but not right now.
Many of you have shared your responses to the current events in our country and have indicated your plans and next steps, ways you hope to make a difference. So many great ideas and options for community involvement, along with ways to intentionally open our hearts beyond ourselves.
For example, a writer in this community whom I so respect is going to start a weekly centering prayer group in her home. I love that idea and entertain the idea myself about starting a group at church. And that idea leads to others--a day to walk the labyrinth during Advent or at the beginning of the year. Should I offer a third series of Open to Spirit, the women's spirituality group I have facilitated? I don't know.
I've said "yes" to a couple opportunities, but now I am second guessing myself.
This is a time of discernment. A time, according to ancient wisdom, "to make haste slowly."
Marilyn McEntyre in her stunning book, Word By Word, A Daily Spiritual Practice, writes,
Something happens in the pause... Is this really the
call of the moment, or a distraction to be resisted?
Am I about to say yes out of a need to please? Would
my yes come from generosity rather than capitulation?
My no from wise stewardship rather than selfishness
Claiming a moment of stillness in the midst of
decision-making is also a practice of the presence
of God, a chance to remember that we stand in the
presence of Love itself, bathed in it, upheld by it,
embraced, forgiven, and when we are willing, guided
To be clear, however, taking time to discern is not about procrastinating or coming up with excuses for not doing something or for hiding our heads in the sand. Just as sorting the laundry can not be ignored, this is not the time to let everyone else do the work that needs to be done. There is more than enough to go around, but I encourage you to sort through the possibilities intentionally and prayerfully.
Where are you in the sorting process? I would love to know.